For those of you that don't remember those words, they were spoken by Rocky to his trainer, when his eye was so swollen shut he couldn't see and the only way for him to continue in the fight was to have the trainer cut him to release the pressure and allow him to see. Well it may not be my eye and this may not be a boxing match, but it is what I have to do if I want to continue running.
For those of you that have been following along, today was my follow up doctor visit to review my MRI results along with my x-rays, and what I hoped would not be the case, was the case. The MRI shows a possible labral tear of the cartilage that separates the ball from the socket of my hip joint. I say possible because no doctor is every going to deal in absolutes until he actually is cutting me open and seeing it for himself, but the evidence seemed pretty convincing.
Well, how to we fix it you ask? We cut me open of course! Ok, I will stop being overly dramatic, since it is only a one day out patient, arthroscopic procedure where he will cut three small incisions in my hip and thigh to fix the issue. What I will not exaggerate about is the recovery time, holy shit! I will have to be off of work for a week to ten days, followed by trying to maneuver around on crutches for three to four weeks. After those initial ten days I have roughly three months of physical therapy and an estimated time of six months before I can return to running regularly pain free. Chances are it will be at least year or so before I can attempt another marathon, if ever.
Those that I have talked to about this have said I seem rather positive about the whole thing, well what can I say, this has really fucked up a lot of plans and goals I have set for myself, but it is what it is, right? I mean I would be lying if I said I wasn't completely devastated, but feeling that way and throwing a tantrum like a four year old won't do me a bit of good, so moving on. Now I have to figure out when is the earliest I can get in to have the surgery done, and based on work related commitments, that looks more like late August or early September at best.
The other issue I have due to today's news, is what to do with my Detroit Marathon registration. I cannot get a refund and other than just losing $75 and not showing up for the race, I could do a transfer to someone else. I am going to do a little research on transfers and maybe just donate my registration fee to someone else who could use it. So stay tuned for that!